SENSE OF SELF
When there is a narrow band of self identity within our electromagnetic field, we can identify strongly with other people who are strong, courageous, extrovert and being visible … which results in being in the shadows – not quite visible and striving to be seen, heard and validated.
Within groups where we strive to belong, we often become more invisible
because as empaths, who also have a narrow band of self identity, the thoughts, emotions, opinions and ways of doing business & life, becomes fused and inter-confused with our own direction, our own thoughts, our own genius.
As we evolve we interconnect deeper, wider and interdimensionally, and at times
beyond ALL that IS. The journey of Self is first, acknowledging our family of origin patterning’s and wounds, so they may be released and transformed in order we become more of our Soul’s path and less of our Ego’s. Once that level of healing has occurred then we begin the journey of the next outer layer and this keeps occurring whilst ever we have the desire to transform ALL that we are within our genetic lineage and beyond. I have identified six soul evolvement stages, we, well certainly I, have travelled to date. Each has definite markings, identification points and certainly certain types of challenges that appear through this journey.
What I found interesting, is that the experiences of the earlier stages reappear in later stages, for example: If we identify the issue is low self worth or lack of self identity earlier on … and over time we become more of our confident self, more extrovert, more of an achiever and results oriented and achieved … as we evolve through the fifth and six stage we are once again flung back into those states of being, this time interlinked and connected to a much higher vibration. We are travelling through the halls of what we have come to understand as ego and duality characteristics and like a sea-saw tripping through the energy and vibration of oneness, ease and flow and serenity … then without warning the sea-saw tips and we are asked to acknowledge a new layer, a different level of our ego duality
personality. Nothing is wrong, though many who do not understand the journey of these soul evolvement stages will judge and will be quick to anger at the disruption to their own serenity. The point is, that we are ever evolving and we are both light and dark, we are, by the very nature as human beings, also extraordinary,
amazing, heart centered beings who have eons of wisdom within, often calcified like plague on the teeth from our life experiences.
Over the years, not being understood or heard for who I AM, I have withdrawn to calm that sea of confused energy, crisscrossed with other peoples opinions thoughts and pain so I could think, could feel my own thoughts, feelings and let go of that which was not mine. It has been a mighty journey and one that may have been easier, if I had a strong sense of self identity – alas not, for that has been a part of the healing, the learnings, the experience I have taken.
Therefore how to do we strengthen this narrow band of self identity, this constant sea-saw of emotional states that have us doubt our abilities, our opinions, our gifts when someone comes into view that ‘appears’ to have it all together and is more than we see ourselves?
For me that is stepping back far enough that I can once again feel ME, my energy, my thoughts, my heart and reconnect deeply within myself, my heart, mind and soul … my higher intelligence all of who I AM and breath back into myself calling deeper stronger my own vibration of my own divinity and allow it to flow deeply within and down into the earth and back up the main vertical power current that runs next to the spine back through my crown and up to the Divine Essence of ALL that I AM. The only person doubting myself is myself and so I give myself permission to truly accept I am unique, I will always have a different opinion, ways of doing things and that is okay – what is not okay is to allow myself to feel less than because someone is stronger in their opinion than I currently am, in that moment, for if I give myself permission to acknowledge what is happening, step
back, ground and center myself I will once again hear ME … I have come back into me and I am once again home.
♥©♥ 2019 Jan-Marie Brooke
Jan-Marie, Author of THRIVE in Business and Life and the Creator of the Freedom to BE program which releases emotional stress in 4 minutes – the Money LOVES Me program that identifies and transforms deep core money blocks, lives on the Sunshine Coast of AU the home of gorgeous beaches and beach cafe lifestyle … with her food smooching loving moggie. An artist and author Jan-Marie has a great love of writing and creating beautiful artworks. www.brilliantlifesuccess.com
Inspired by and within the container of that which is ‘The Village Project’ with Michelle Lewis