Transformation – Do you Fear it?
Healed Heart versus Crisis
I began my journey of Transformation Healing around the same time I became interested in energy. The two kinda went hand in hand due to the fact no-one puts a warning label on the practice of meditation and opening oneself to the Light.
In 1987 I attended an Esoteric Mystery School to learn about energy. What appeared to be an exciting and riveting experience turned to be a life-changing event. My 18 year marriage ended with a letter in the mail telling me it was over and it was not-negotiable. No warning, just gone.
When faced with a huge life challenge, the only way is to move through it, and come out the other side (without leaving the planet) which can be a constant companion when deep, enormous truckloads of emotions hit the fan at the same time. For me – I was alone, every single person in my life, both sides of the family walked away. My son and I and the cat who hid in the laundry for 12 months, had to start from scratch.
The intensity of a life-challenge that hits from left field like this, comes because we were never taught to transform (what we were feeling) throughout our lives. I certainly did not have any role models. I had a father who was emotionally introverted and hit out in an abusive way to lift the intensity of what he felt. My mother died when I was very young, so I didn’t know about nurture of self. It was a perfect scenario for an emotionally needy person (me) to be pushed into finding out how to transform those intense feelings. It was to lead me on an amazing journey … creating an intense need to support others going through the same experience. What I found, was apparently it takes courage to face self – stripped to the core, bleeding, raw and vulnerable. For me I had no choice, I either died or I dealt with it. As everyone had gone … there was only me and my ‘Unseen’ teachers, healers and support crew who lovingly, gently wrapped their huge big arms/wings around me and held me tight.
It was ‘interesting’, and the sad part is – it doesn’t need to be this hard. We make it hard cause we are afraid to open Pandora’s box for fear we will not survive. Can you image what our emotional storage lockup looks like – years of suppressed crap? Well think about a house that nothing, absolutely nothing is ever cleared, thrown out. You know the ones, the hoarders of anything and everything. Could you live in that house? Probably not, very few could and yet this is what your Emotional Storage Lockup looks like if you never transform what feelings you have, what reactions, mindsets and behaviours that play out. Or if you spend a lot of your time and energy projecting outside of self. And most people’s favourite – rushing here and there, spending, travelling, socializing, working their fingers to the bone – all in an attempt to run from what they may be feeling – well the ESL is huge 🙂 and don’t be fooled into thinking that no-one knows what you are suppressing – they do as I found out 🙂 reacting in some often very hurtful ways.
We are human and we are emotionally based – it is not rational to think that these emotions do not exist. We honestly cannot live in the positive all of the time. Life is light and dark, it is positive and it is negative, it is who we are as humans. You cannot change emotional energy by thinking about it, you cannot change mindsets just with your mind – it requires an integration of energy for the transformation to complete itself.
What I found was that as I transformed my emotional energy so too did it change my mindsets and my behaviours which is why I am so passionate about people getting this. Change the emotional energy and you change your life with EASE. It doesn’t have to be hard or scary. Mastering our emotional health is simply the same as attending to your physical health or brushing your teeth every morning and night. The more you integrate into your daily routine the transformation of what you are feeling, reacting to – the more life flows with ease, the more your energy vibration increases and begins to MATCH that which you desire to create/manifest in life.
There is no fast-track way … it is a constant integration of living brilliantly via transformation of your emotional energy. Learn to LOVE transformation it is you key to freedom. It heals your heart at deep levels, it opens up doorways of opportunity with ease and grace. It changes the struggle, the lack of joy, the lack of …. in simple and profound ways. It is a way of life if you want to live brilliantly.